Changmin looked in a bored way at the alarm clock which wasn't moving at all since what felt like hours. Changmin tampak bosan dengan cara di jam alarm yang tidak bergerak sama sekali karena apa yang terasa seperti berjam-jam.
He tried to take interest in what the history teacher was saying, but he had to recognise that the number of baths people used to take centuries ago, didn't passion him that much. Dia mencoba untuk mengambil minat apa yang dikatakan guru sejarah, tapi ia harus mengakui bahwa jumlah orang mandi digunakan untuk mengambil berabad-abad yang lalu, tidak semangat kepadanya bahwa banyak.
Well History didn't passioned him that much, since they had the luck to have the most random teacher in school, that just kept talking about random uninteresting things, and the worst was that she seemed so passionated by what she was saying. Sejarah Yah tidak passioned bahwa banyak, karena mereka memiliki keberuntungan untuk memiliki guru yang paling acak di sekolah, yang hanya terus berbicara hal-hal menarik tentang acak, dan yang terburuk adalah bahwa dia tampak begitu passionated oleh apa yang ia katakan.
Changmin sighed inaudibly, shit he would have given anything to make that class end, now. Changmin mendesah tak terdengar, sialan dia akan memberikan apa saja untuk membuat kelas akhir, sekarang. Did he precise that the boy who sat next to him kept looking at him really strangely . Apakah ia tepat bahwa anak laki-laki yang duduk di sampingnya terus memandangi dia benar-benar aneh.
Shit since when did he attracted guys ? Sial sejak kapan dia tertarik guys? Not that he wasn't confident about his looks, no, just...was he doomed or something ? Bukan berarti ia tidak yakin tentang penampilannya, tidak, hanya ... dia ditakdirkan atau sesuatu? why in the world couldn't it be someone else ? mengapa di dunia itu tidak bisa menjadi orang lain? someone he actually cared about ?? seseorang yang benar-benar peduli? an other sigh escaped from his throat, that one more audible. mendesah lainnya lolos dari tenggorokannya, yang satu lagi terdengar.
An idea crossed his mind, followed by a little smirk, okay nothing much, but at least he will be able to escape from her unceasing blabbing. Sebuah gagasan terlintas dalam pikirannya, diikuti dengan seringai kecil, tidak apa-apa banyak, tapi setidaknya dia akan dapat melarikan diri dari dia terus-menerus mengoceh.
“Excuse me miss ?” Yes, because Changmin once had the really really bad idea to call her 'madam' at the beginning of the school year, and...let's just say that, Junsu was a sweetie, when he was mad next to her. I swear that frustrated old women are a scary plague "Maafkan aku rindu Ya?", Karena Changmin pernah benar-benar ide yang sangat buruk untuk memanggil Madam nya 'di awal tahun ajaran, dan ... mari kita hanya mengatakan bahwa, Junsu adalah Sayang, ketika ia marah berikutnya padanya. Aku bersumpah bahwa perempuan tua frustrasi adalah wabah menakutkan
“What is it Changmin ?” She asked visibly annoyed, yes, I'm so sorry to have interrupted your oh so interesting lesson, that I'm sure eveyone will leave accomplished, and smarter . "Apa itu Changmin ya?" Dia bertanya terlihat terganggu,, aku sangat menyesal telah terputus sehingga Anda menarik pelajaran oh, bahwa aku yakin eveyone akan meninggalkan tercapai, dan lebih cerdas.
“Can I go to the toilets ?” changmin asked innocently. "Bisakah aku pergi ke toilet?" Tanya Changmin polos. She frowned a little and nodded as a permission. Dia mengerutkan kening sedikit dan mengangguk sebagai sebuah izin.
He thanked her briefly, and went out, of course he didn't have the will to go to the toilets at all, but he was sure that if he had to listen to one more word coming out from her dreadful mouth, he would have shot himself down. Dia mengucapkan terima kasih sebentar, dan pergi keluar, tentu saja dia tidak punya keinginan untuk pergi ke toilet sama sekali, tapi ia yakin bahwa jika ia harus mendengarkan satu kata lagi keluar dari mulut mengerikan, ia akan menembak dirinya sendiri ke bawah.
Seriously, even Junsu's voice sounded better, and he pondered his words. Serius, bahkan suara Junsu terdengar lebih baik, dan ia memikirkan kata-katanya.
Since he couldn't just walk around in the corridors, he decided that at least he should go their, at least he will not be caught by teachers skipping classes. Karena ia tidak bisa hanya berjalan-jalan di koridor, ia memutuskan bahwa setidaknya ia harus pergi mereka, setidaknya dia tidak akan ditangkap oleh para guru melewatkan kelas.
As he had almost reached the entrance, he saw a man walking out from it, he knew him, he was quite popular at school, of course not as much as he was but he didn't need to precise it did he ? Saat ia hampir tiba di pintu masuk, ia melihat seorang laki-laki berjalan keluar dari itu, ia tahu dia, dia cukup populer di sekolah, tentu saja tidak sebanyak dia, tapi dia tidak perlu tepat itu dia?
Anyway, he knew him too, because he was keita's friend, being an exchanged student like he was. Lagi pula, ia tahu dia juga, karena ia adalah teman Keita's, menjadi seorang mahasiswa dipertukarkan seperti dia.
He frowned when the man shot him an embarassed look, and quickened his pace, as he saw him approaching. Dia mengerutkan kening ketika pria itu menembak sebuah tampak malu, dan mempercepat langkahnya, ketika ia melihatnya mendekat.
What the hell ? Apa? Was he that imposant that people had to run away from him ? Apakah ia bahwa imposant bahwa orang harus melarikan diri dari dia?
(Believe it or not, but Changmin actually thought that for a moment), and he did until the man's face came back in his mind, he looked awfully like the guy that was kissing Keita...and as much as he hated to admit it, he wasn't that ugly, but I look way better anyway . (Percaya atau tidak, tapi benar-benar berpikir bahwa Changmin sejenak), dan ia sampai wajah pria itu kembali dalam benaknya, ia tampak sekali seperti orang yang berciuman Keita ... dan sebanyak yang ia benci mengakui itu, dia tidak jelek, tetapi Aku melihat cara yang lebih baik pula.
The glint of happiness he felt after his self compliment ( And yes Changmin was man to be happy because of a compliment he does to himself) quickly disappeared as he stared at the closed door dubiously, in one movement he opened the door, and his doubts were confirmed as he spotted Keita in. Kilatan kebahagiaan dia merasa setelah pujian dirinya (Dan ya Changmin adalah seorang pria untuk menjadi bahagia karena dia pujian untuk dirinya sendiri) dengan cepat hilang saat ia menatap pintu yang tertutup ragu-ragu, dalam satu gerakan dia membuka pintu, dan keragu-raguannya dikonfirmasi sebagai ia melihat Keita masuk
“What are you doing here ?” He cautiously asked narrowing his eyes, but, controlling the tone of his voice, since he knew that anger wasn't the solution if he wanted to know what really happened. "Apa yang Anda lakukan di sini" hati-hati ia bertanya menyipitkan mata, tapi, mengendalikan nada suaranya, karena ia tahu kemarahan itu? Bukan solusi jika ia ingin tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi.
“I should ask you that question” Keita answered simply. "Aku harus menanyakan pertanyaan" Keita jawab sederhana.
“I'm skipping class, and you ?” Keita was quite taken aback by the blunt and thruthful answer of Changmin. "Aku melewatkan kelas, dan Anda?" Keita cukup terkejut mendengar jawaban terus terang dan thruthful dari Changmin.
“I, I do the same” He confessed. "Aku, aku melakukan hal yang sama" Ia mengaku.
“I skipp class to get away from that old hag's grasp and you ?” Changmin was definitively not going to let it go that time, he wanted to know what the hell was going on. "Aku Skipp kelas untuk melepaskan diri dari yang pegang tas tua itu dan kau?" Adalah Changmin pasti tidak akan membiarkannya pergi waktu itu, ia ingin tahu apa yang sedang terjadi.
“I don't think that it's any of your business” Keita told, the uneasiness was starting to sound obvious into his voice. "Saya tidak berpikir bahwa itu urusanmu" kata Keita, kegelisahan itu mulai terdengar jelas dalam suaranya.
“It is not, you're right, but I'm curious beside, both of us are skipping classes I don't see any reason why you should hide your reason.” And we're arriving to the main point "Tidak, kau benar, tapi aku penasaran samping, kami berdua melewatkan kelas saya tidak melihat alasan mengapa Anda harus menyembunyikan alasan Anda Dan." Kami tiba ke titik utama
“I was...tired I guess” "Saya lelah kurasa ..."
“You guess ? "Coba tebak? And can I know why didn't you go to the nursery room ? Dan bisa aku tahu mengapa Anda tidak pergi ke ruang kamar bayi? I don't think that this place is the adapted to rest” Saya tidak berpikir bahwa tempat ini adalah diadaptasi untuk beristirahat "
“I...” Yes sweetie you're trapped "I. .." Ya Sayang kau terjebak
“And...what was Furijawa Tatsuya doing there ?” As Changmin was interrogating Keita, he kept advancing nearer and nearer of him, slightly amused of the fact that the petite man kept going and going back. "Dan ... apa yang Furijawa Tatsuya lakukan di sana" Sebagai Changmin menginterogasi Keita?, Ia terus maju lebih dekat dan lebih dekat tentang dia, sedikit geli fakta bahwa orang mungil terus dan kembali.
“He was...going to the toilets, so...” "Dia ... pergi ke toilet, jadi ..."
“So you went with him ? "Jadi, kau pergi dengan dia? how nice of you” And Keita's body hit the wall. seberapa baik Anda "Dan tubuh Keita's menabrak dinding.
“What are you doing ?” He demanded, nervous of how close Changmin was now. "Apa yang kamu lakukan" menuntut? Dia, gugup tentang seberapa dekat Changmin sekarang.
“I should ask you that question, will you beat around the bush Keita ? "Aku harus menanyakan pertanyaan itu, akan Anda mengalahkan sekitar Keita semak?
And Finally tell me what the hell is going on between you and that guy ?” Dan Akhirnya ceritakan apa yang sedang terjadi antara Anda dan orang itu? "
Keita startled as Changmin put of his arms at each side of his head, making it impossible for him to escape. Keita terkejut sebagai Changmin menaruh lengannya pada setiap sisi kepalanya, sehingga tidak mungkin baginya untuk melarikan diri.
“What does it has to do with you anyway ?” Keita snorted “It's not because you think of me as a slave that I must inform you of all of my acts !” He exclaimed, panic evident in his voice. "Apa hubungannya dengan Anda tetap" Keita mendengus "Bukan karena Anda menganggap saya sebagai seorang budak yang harus saya memberitahu anda tentang semua tindakan saya?!" Dia seru, panik jelas dalam suaranya.
“What ? "Apa? I just want to know why you keep doing, god knows what with that guy, does he force you ?” Aku hanya ingin tahu mengapa Anda tetap melakukan, tuhan tahu apa dengan cowok itu, apakah ia memaksa Anda? "
“No way, he is not that kind of person ! "Tidak, dia bukan orang semacam itu! Don't insult him !” Jangan menghina dia! "
“...So you're taking his defence um ? "... Jadi, kau mengambil um pembelaannya? And with so much passion too, what is it ? Dan dengan begitu banyak gairah juga, ada apa? Do you like him or something ? Apakah Anda suka dia atau sesuatu?
“Even if I did why does it matter to you ?” Keita cried out. "Bahkan jika aku mengapa itu penting untuk Anda" Keita berteriak?.
“Because if you don't, that means that I can kiss you too right ?” "Karena kalau tidak, itu berarti bahwa aku dapat menciummu juga kan?"
“What the hell are you talking about ?” "Apa maksudmu?"
And with that, Changmin bent down and kissed him the truth can wait a little I guess Dan dengan itu, Changmin membungkuk dan menciumnya kebenaran bisa menunggu sedikit kurasa
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“Kim Junsu ?” Yoochun asked eyeing the guy at the door. "Kim Junsu" Yoochun? Tanya menatap orang di pintu.
Junsu nodded. Great he doesn't even know who I am JunSu mengangguk. Hebat ia bahkan tidak tahu siapa aku
“Well, enter please” Yoochun smiled, and Junsu couldn't help but to blush, slowly, he entered in the empty classroom his footsteps were obviously hesitant which made Yoochun chuckle lightly. "Yah, silakan masukkan" YooChun tersenyum, dan Junsu tidak bisa membantu tetapi untuk tersipu, perlahan, ia masuk dalam kelas kosong langkah kakinya jelas-jelas ragu-ragu yang membuat YooChun tertawa ringan.
“Don't worry I'm not going to eat you, come take a seat” He smiled again, showing a chair right next to him, too close to him, Junsu thought. "Jangan khawatir aku tidak akan makan Anda, datang duduk" Dia tersenyum lagi, menunjukkan kursi tepat di sampingnya, terlalu dekat dengan dia, pikir JunSu.
Quietly he sat not daring to pronounce any word. Dengan tenang dia duduk tidak berani mengucapkan kata apapun. It just felt weird to be so close of the guy he secretly fantasized since such a long time. Ini hanya merasa aneh begitu dekat orang diam-diam ia membayangkan sejak begitu lama.
“Well, by which subject would you want to start ? "Yah, dimana subjek yang akan Anda ingin mulai? Mathematics ? Matematika? History ?” Yoochun asked. Sejarah? "Tanya YooChun. Junsu couldn't answer and just lowered his head. Junsu tidak bisa menjawab dan hanya menunduk. Yoochun alarmed by the younger boy's silence picked up the boy's chin, just to pull out immediatly as he sensed Junsu's body stiffen under his touch. Yoochun khawatir dengan keheningan anak muda itu mengangkat dagu anak itu, hanya untuk menarik keluar immediatly saat ia merasa tegang tubuh Junsu di bawah sentuhannya.
“I'm...I'm sorry, it's just that...you know, I'm not here to make you feel uncomfortable, I'm just here to help you, but I want you to understand that I can't do anything for you, if you...stay quiet like that” He declared. "Aku ... aku minta maaf, hanya saja ... kau tahu, aku tidak di sini untuk membuat Anda merasa tidak nyaman, aku hanya di sini untuk membantu Anda, tapi aku ingin kau mengerti bahwa aku bisa 't melakukan apa pun untuk Anda, jika Anda ... tetap diam seperti itu "Dia menyatakan.
His tone wasn't reproachful nor complaining, but really nice and soft, and somehow the intonation of his voice softened Junsu's mind as well as put him at ease, his nervoursness was slowly disappearing and he felt a smile kindly blossoming on his face. Nadanya tidak mencela atau mengeluh, tapi benar-benar bagus dan lembut, dan entah bagaimana intonasi suaranya melembut Junsu pikiran dan juga membuatnya nyaman, nervoursness nya perlahan-lahan menghilang dan ia merasa baik senyum mekar di wajahnya.
“Then what is the subject you have the less ease with ?” He asked, chuckling as Junsu looked down cheeks slightly flushed. "Lalu apa adalah subjek Anda memiliki kemudahan yang kurang dengan" Dia bertanya?, Tergelak sebagai Junsu menunduk sedikit pipi memerah.
“Are you really that bad ?” He smirked. "Apakah Anda benar-benar buruk?" Menyeringai Dia.
“I'm NOT !” Junsu shrieked scandalised by the other man's wide smile. "Aku TIDAK" teriak JunSu tersenyum lebar tersinggung oleh orang lain!.
“Geez If I knew from the beginning that it was only needed to tease you to make you talk we would both have won time” He winked. "Wah Kalau aku tahu dari awal bahwa itu hanya diperlukan untuk menggoda Anda untuk membuat Anda berbicara kita berdua akan menang waktu" Dia mengedipkan mata. Junsu smiled again and Yoochun thought that he absolutely liked this sight. JunSu tersenyum lagi dan YooChun berpikir bahwa dia benar-benar menyukai pemandangan ini.
“Let's begin by maths shall we ?” Junsu nodded, quite unsure of the behaviour he should adopt. "Mari kita mulai dengan matematika yang harus kita" JunSu mengangguk, cukup yakin perilaku ia harus mengadopsi?. He knew that Changmin arranged that lesson in order for him to grow closer to Yoochun, but, to be thruthful Junsu couldn't even mutter one word, so actually seduce him ? Dia tahu bahwa Changmin diatur pelajaran itu agar dia tumbuh lebih dekat dengan Yoochun, tapi, untuk menjadi Junsu thruthful bahkan tidak bisa bergumam satu kata, sehingga benar-benar menggoda dia? It seemed completly impossible. Rasanya mustahil completly.
As the lesson began, Junsu was becoming more and more cheerful next to Yoochun, he even succeeded to mutter some silly jokes...Though he wasn't sure if it was actually a good thing, but Yoochun always laughed, and he loved his laugh a sound really beautiful, calming and kind, just like him. Sebagai pelajaran dimulai, JunSu itu menjadi lebih dan lebih ceria di samping Yoochun, ia bahkan berhasil bergumam beberapa lelucon konyol ... Meskipun ia tidak yakin apakah itu benar-benar suatu hal yang baik, tapi selalu tertawa Yoochun, dan ia mencintai-Nya tertawa suara sangat indah, menenangkan dan baik, seperti dia.
Yet as he he thought, he was completly unable to concentrate on the lesson. Namun saat ia ia berpikir, ia completly mampu berkonsentrasi pada pelajaran.
Seriously who could care for equations when Yoochun's knee was touching his so casually ? Serius yang bisa merawat persamaan ketika lutut Yoochun adalah menyentuh dengan begitu santai? When his face was coming so close to his own that he was able to feel his breath on his cheek ? Ketika wajahnya datang begitu dekat dengan sendiri bahwa ia bisa merasakan napasnya di pipinya?
Well at least Junsu could not care the least. Well setidaknya JunSu tidak peduli sedikit.
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Let's have sex Jaejoong Mari kita berhubungan seks Jaejoong
He took hold vehemently of the panels of my vest putting it off violently to let appear my white shirt. Dia memegang keras dari panel rompi saya menundanya keras untuk membiarkan muncul kemeja putihku.
Anguish crowled within my body like a venom as I crossed his serious and determined look, the exact same look I saw on that night, it appeared again. Penderitaan crowled dalam tubuh saya seperti racun suatu saat aku menyeberangi tatapannya serius dan ditentukan, tampilan sama persis kulihat di malam itu, muncul lagi. With a shatteringly cruel nostalgie, memories pierced my heart like needles as the sentence he spilled came back in my head to weigh on my heart, and, making my feelings on the point of overflowning. Dengan Nostalgie shatteringly kejam, kenangan menusuk hatiku seperti jarum sebagai kalimat itu ia tumpah kembali di kepala saya untuk menimbang di hatiku, dan, membuat perasaan saya pada titik overflowning.
“Let go of me ! "Lepaskan aku! Stop Kidding around !” I shouted, my voice tainted by fear and incomprehention made it hard for me to keep it from quivering. Stop Kidding sekitar "aku berteriak, suaraku tercemar oleh rasa takut dan incomprehention membuatnya sulit bagi saya untuk menjaga dari bergetar!.
“I'm not kidding you” I wanted to cry at how simple that sentence was, at how simple things must be for him. "Aku tidak bercanda kau" Aku ingin menangis pada bagaimana kalimat yang sederhana, betapa hal-hal sederhana harus baginya. I attempted to struggle under him. Aku mencoba berjuang di bawahnya. Feeling his body getting closer and closer to my own increased considerably the fright in me, but also created something else too, something burning in my body that I was dying to deflect to take over me again. Merasa tubuhnya semakin dekat dan dekat dengan sendiri meningkat pesat pada ketakutan dalam diriku, tetapi juga menciptakan sesuatu yang lain juga, membakar sesuatu dalam tubuh saya bahwa saya sangat ingin mengalihkan untuk mengambil alih lagi.
“Then...How...How come you...” My throat could only murmured incoherent words as the seductive scent which emaned from his whole body came to me. "Lalu ... Bagaimana ... Bagaimana kau ..." Tenggorokanku hanya bisa menggumamkan kata-kata inkoheren sebagai bau yang menggoda emaned dari seluruh tubuhnya datang padaku. My body and mind instantly intoxicated by him. Tubuh dan pikiran saya langsung mabuk olehnya.
Gradually, I sensed that each of my senses were getting excited, and that my reason was little by little losing of its control, but still strong enough, to scream me that I couldn't let it happen once more. Secara bertahap, aku merasa bahwa setiap indra saya semakin bersemangat, dan alasan saya sedikit demi sedikit kehilangan kontrol, tapi masih cukup kuat, untuk berteriak bahwa aku tidak bisa membiarkan hal itu terjadi sekali lagi. Definitively not. Pasti tidak.
“Stop it ! "Hentikan! Were...weren't you disappointed ? Apakah ... tidak Anda kecewa? It wasn't what you expected right ? Bukan apa yang diharapkan benar? So why are you acting this way ?” Words that I had locked in my heart and that I was dying to set free, were out now but for a different purpose, what was meant to be complaints full of sorrow, were now desperate arguments for him to stop. Jadi kenapa kau bertindak seperti ini "kata yang saya terkunci di dalam hati saya dan? Bahwa aku sangat ingin dibebaskan, sedang keluar sekarang tapi untuk tujuan yang berbeda, apa yang dimaksudkan untuk keluhan penuh kesedihan, adalah argumen sekarang putus asa untuk dia berhenti.
“Disappointed ? "Kecewa? What do you mean ?” He caught my wrists and closed dryly his hands around them. Apa maksudmu "Dia tertangkap pergelangan saya? Dan menutup datar tangannya di sekitar mereka. “I wasn't disappointed, it was much better than I thought” "Aku tidak kecewa, itu jauh lebih baik daripada yang saya pikir"
His grip was firm and precise as he jammed my hands up my head, forcing me to lock my gaze to his. genggaman-Nya tegas dan tepat saat ia macet tanganku kepala saya, memaksa saya untuk mengunci tatapan saya untuk-Nya. “It was much better than I thought” "Ini jauh lebih baik daripada yang saya pikir"
He bent his head down towards my ear whispering those words that made all my body shiver, elusive proof of the chaos that reigned in my mind “Since then all I could think about was you” Dia menundukkan kepalanya ke arah telingaku membisikkan kata-kata yang membuat seluruh tubuhku menggigil, bukti sulit dipahami dari kekacauan yang memerintah dalam pikiran saya "Sejak itu semua saya hanya bisa memikirkan kamu"
I closed my eyes, stubbornly wishing that it would make everything disappear, I couldn't look at him in the eyes anymore, I didn't like what I was seeing in his eyes, I didn't like those confusing words, I didn't like the rising tension in my body. Aku menutup mata saya, keras kepala berharap bahwa hal itu akan membuat segalanya hilang, aku tidak bisa melihatnya di mata lagi, saya tidak menyukai apa yang saya lihat di matanya, aku tidak suka kata-kata yang membingungkan, aku tidak 't seperti meningkatnya ketegangan dalam tubuh saya.
“Get off !” But my struggle lead me nowhere, his hands would not move, his body would not move, his desire was crushing me as I tried to control vainely the blood from rushing into my body as I tried to control my own desire from growing. "Pergi" Tapi! Perjuangan saya membawa saya ke mana-mana, tangannya tidak akan bergerak, tubuhnya tidak akan bergerak, adalah menghancurkan keinginan saat aku mencoba mengendalikan vainely darah dari deras ke dalam tubuh saya saat saya mencoba untuk mengendalikan keinginan sendiri dari tumbuh.
“You said once ! "Kau bilang sekali! You made a promised !” Anda membuat janji! "
“A promise that you wouldn't run away” His words despaired me, It felt as if no matter what I said he will not change his mind, that I was tamed by his volonty, volonty of that misleading guy, that I loved. "Sebuah janji bahwa Anda tidak akan lari dari" Kata-katanya saya putus asa, Rasanya seolah-olah tidak peduli apa saya mengatakan dia tidak akan berubah pikiran, bahwa aku telah dijinakkan oleh volonty nya, volonty itu menyesatkan orang, bahwa aku mencintai.
“It wasn't that bad for you either right ? "Bukan karena buruk bagi Anda baik-baik saja? Come on, let's have some fun like that sometimes !” F-Fun ? Ayo, mari kita bersenang-senang seperti itu kadang-kadang! "F-Fun? This was not my definition of fun at all. Ini bukan definisi saya yang menyenangkan sama sekali.
His head slid to my jaw line, his mouth trailed on it kissing my skin as he freed one of my hand to caress my chest under my shirt. Kepalanya meluncur ke garis rahang saya, mulutnya membuntuti pada itu mencium kulit saat ia membebaskan salah satu tanganku untuk membelai dada saya di bawah bajuku.
“Stop, Stop it !” I pleaded, I sensed what was coming and I didn't want it. "Hentikan, Hentikan" Aku memohon, aku merasakan apa yang akan terjadi dan aku tidak menginginkannya!.
I couldn't let myself get carried away once more, I couldn't give up to my want, to his want, I shouldn't do it once more, no, I couldn't do it once more. Aku tidak bisa membiarkan diriku terhanyut sekali lagi, saya tidak bisa menyerah saya ingin, ingin, aku tidak harus melakukannya sekali lagi, tidak, aku tidak bisa melakukannya sekali lagi.
The fear developing more and more inside me became shattering as he unbottoned my shirt and placed kisses all along my nude chest. Rasa takut berkembang lebih banyak dan lebih dalam diriku menjadi pecah saat dia unbottoned kemejaku dan ditempatkan ciuman sepanjang telanjang dada saya. As moans escaped from my mouth, My fear of him turned into a fear of myself, of that growing desire in me, afraid of the fire that kept burning through my heart and got more and more consuming, I was afraid of what I was feeling. Seperti rintihan melarikan diri dari mulut saya, ketakutan saya tentang dia berubah menjadi takut diriku sendiri, bahwa keinginan tumbuh dalam diriku, takut api yang terus membakar melalui hati saya dan mendapat lebih banyak dan mengkonsumsi lebih banyak, aku takut apa yang saya rasakan .
“NO ! "NO! no I won't do it, even if I had to die !” I screamed, I will not let this happen again. tidak, saya tidak akan melakukannya, bahkan jika aku harus mati "aku berteriak!, aku tidak akan membiarkan ini terjadi lagi. “You, you have a girlfriend, or did you forget ? "Kamu, kamu punya pacar, atau apakah Anda lupa? That's called cheating ! Itu disebut curang! You shouldn't do this even if it's only for physical pleasure.” Anda tidak harus melakukan hal ini bahkan jika itu hanya untuk kesenangan fisik. "
I delivered the arguments as fast as I could. Aku menyampaikan argumen secepat mungkin. The time was urging, I was already shirtless, subjugated by his tongue who climbed back the skin of my chest licking on it, letting a thin obscene trail of saliva ligering on my skin. Saat itu mendesak, aku sudah bertelanjang dada, ditundukkan oleh lidahnya yang naik kembali kulit dadaku menjilati di atasnya, membiarkan jejak cabul tipis air liur ligering pada kulit saya.
“Don't you feel bad for your girfriend ?” I demanded, voice shrieked as I tried to contain a moan debating in my throat the consequence of him kissing that place, just on the top of my waist, his tongue licking slowly and teasingly this sensitive part of my body. "Jangan Anda merasa buruk untuk girfriend Anda" Aku bertanya, suara menjerit saat aku berusaha menahan erangan berdebat di tenggorokan saya akibat dari dia mencium? Tempat, tepat di atas pinggang saya, ia menjilati lidah perlahan dan menggoda ini bagian sensitif dari tubuh saya.
“You mean Hee Jin ?” Gods who else ?“ That doesn't have anything to do with her” He stated, raising his head. "Maksudmu Hee Jin" Tuhan siapa lagi?? "Itu tidak ada hubungannya dengan dia" Dia menyatakan, mengangkat kepala. His hands now had completly abandoned their grip, but he was now sitting on me, his weight and legs kept me completely from moving. Tangannya sekarang memiliki pegangan completly meninggalkan mereka, tapi ia sekarang duduk di aku, berat badan dan kakinya membuat saya benar-benar bergerak. I was as trapped as before, or even worst. Aku sama terperangkap seperti sebelumnya, atau bahkan terburuk.
“Of course it does !” I tried as I could to control the anxiety in my voice but it shook miserably in defeat as he set his hands on my chest again, his fingertips finding my nipples. "Tentu saja tidak" aku mencoba yang saya bisa untuk mengontrol kecemasan dalam suaraku tapi bergetar total dalam kekalahan dia sebagai set tangannya di dadaku lagi, jari-jarinya menemukan putingku!.
“But, if you're saying that doing that is cheating on her, don't you think it's also cheating that I think about you when I'm having sex with her ?” He's saying nonsense again. "Tapi, jika Anda mengatakan bahwa hal itu adalah kecurangan pada dirinya, jangan kau pikir itu juga kecurangan yang saya pikir tentang Anda saat aku berhubungan seks dengannya" Dia berkata omong kosong lagi?.
The noise of my belt hitting the floor startled me, When did he unbuckle it ? . Suara sabuk saya memukul lantai mengejutkanku, Kapan dia membuka itu?. It was soon followed by the sharp opening of my pants, he made me think of some violent rapist not even counscious of what he was doing, not even counscious of the turmoil he sent me in. Tersebut diikuti dengan pembukaan tajam celanaku, dia membuat saya berpikir beberapa pemerkosa kekerasan bahkan tidak counscious dari apa yang dilakukannya, bahkan tidak counscious kekacauan ia menyuruh aku masuk
His hand slid into my pants, touching me there Tangannya meluncur ke celana saya, menyentuh saya di sana
“You don't think it's such a bad idea either right ?” He smirked suggestively taking hold of me, his hand on my member pumping it slightly made me grow even harder. "Anda tidak menganggap itu ide yang buruk baik yang benar" la menyeringai penuh arti memegang aku?, Tangan pada anggota saya memompa sedikit membuat saya tumbuh lebih keras lagi. He slid my dark pants completly off my legs letting me nude before him, completly exposed to his look. Dia menyelipkan celana gelap saya completly dari kaki saya membiarkan aku telanjang di depannya, completly terbuka untuk melihat-Nya.
I could already feel the sexual tension rising between us throbbing as hard as my heart into my chest, so hard, that I was afraid it could smash it. Aku sudah bisa merasakan ketegangan seksual meningkat di antara kami berdenyut sekeras hatiku dalam dadaku, begitu keras, bahwa aku takut itu bisa menghancurkannya.
Blood boiled into me again, that sensation that I knew and felt for the second time. Darah mendidih ke dalam diriku lagi, bahwa sensasi yang aku tahu dan merasa untuk kedua kalinya.
Helpless pants were the only thing which escaped from my mouth now, even I could sense how red my face was. celana Bantu adalah satu-satunya hal yang melarikan diri dari mulut saya sekarang, bahkan aku bisa merasakan betapa merah wajahku.
“You're warm down there” he smirked again, I could feel that he was excited too. "Kau hangat di bawah sana" ia menyeringai lagi, aku bisa merasakan bahwa dia terlalu bersemangat. He took hold of me again, his smirk grew wider as my moans became evident to his ears, he licked my throat longily oposing this pace to the rapid movements of his hand. Dia memegang lagi, seringai itu tumbuh lebih luas sebagai erangan saya menjadi jelas di telinganya, ia menjilati leherku longily oposing kecepatan ini untuk gerakan cepat tangannya.
Done for. Selesai untuk. I was done for, that was what I thought. Aku dilakukan untuk, itulah yang saya pikir. My body was caught into his game, my throat couldn't do anything else than to moan his name, my skin became unbelievably hot under his carresses, I closed my eyes in defeat. Tubuhku tertangkap dalam permainan, tenggorokan saya tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa lagi selain mengerang namanya, kulit saya menjadi luar biasa panas di bawah carresses, saya memejamkan mata saya di kekalahan.
I was defeated, I had no force to fight anymore, his arms, his legs, his face, his chest, all of him cobbled me up in an endless desire, desire that I wished to erase...or thought I wanted. Aku kalah, aku tidak memiliki kekuatan untuk melawan lagi, tangannya, kakinya, wajahnya, dadanya, semua dia berbatu saya di sebuah keinginan tak berujung, keinginan bahwa aku ingin menghapus ... atau pikir saya inginkan.
He entered in me again, the second time, not bothering to undress when I was completly naked. Ia masuk dalam diriku lagi, kedua kalinya, tidak repot-repot membuka pakaian ketika aku telanjang completly. His hips rocked back and forth, sending pleasure mixed with pain into my body, though at each thrust he did, my resistance fadded away a bit more and a moan louder than the other could be heard. Pinggulnya bergoyang-goyang, mengirim kesenangan dicampur dengan rasa sakit ke dalam tubuh saya, meskipun pada setiap dorong dia, penolakan saya fadded pergi sedikit lebih dan mengerang lebih keras daripada yang lain bisa terdengar.
It was only the second time that we did it but already my body screamed for him, just as my voice was. Hanya kedua kalinya kita lakukan, tapi sudah tubuhku menjerit baginya, seperti suara saya.
I could hear his laboured groans too, and it seemed as if it was a dream, as if it was not real, and in a way maybe it was not. Aku bisa mendengar erangan bekerja keras nya juga, dan sepertinya itu mimpi, seolah-olah tidak nyata, dan dengan cara yang mungkin itu tidak. He did not feel anything, it was just a beautiful lie. Dia tidak merasakan apa-apa, itu hanya sebuah kebohongan yang indah. A beautifully Shattering lie. Kebohongan menghancurkan indah.
My eyes widened as Yunho touched...something in me, drawing pout a loud scream from me. Mataku melebar sebagai Yunho menyentuh ... sesuatu dalam diriku, gambar cemberut jeritan keras dari saya. He smirked slightly, and thrusted again on the same spot, I cried out of pleasure, and the act reiterated until we both reached the climax. Dia menyeringai sedikit, dan thrusted lagi di tempat yang sama, Aku menangis karena kesenangan, dan bertindak yang mengulangi sampai kami berdua mencapai klimaks. On my body, he collapsed. Pada tubuh saya, ia roboh. Both of us were glistening with sweat, laboured breathes, our skins were sticking making them almost one, but, I closed my eyes again, for, it was all a lie. Kami berdua berkilauan dengan keringat, bernafas sesak, kulit kami mencuat membuat mereka hampir satu, tapi, aku memejamkan mata lagi, karena semua itu bohong.
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