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“I'm home” I shouted as I entered in my house, rushing into my room, under the interrogative look of my mother. "Aku pulang" aku berteriak ketika saya masuk di rumahku, bergegas ke kamarku, di bawah tampilan interogatif ibuku.

I quickly entered into the bathroom, and opened the bathtub's faucet letting the hot water fall out, the hard impact of the water covered my mother's voice beside the door. Aku segera masuk ke kamar mandi, dan membuka keran bak mandi yang membiarkan air panas jatuh, dampak air keras menutupi suara ibuku di samping pintu.

But I could still understand that she was asking me what was wrong... Tapi aku masih bisa mengerti bahwa dia bertanya apa yang salah ...
Slowly, I dipped my body in the bathtub, in the hot and relaxing feeling ,something I needed at the moment. Perlahan-lahan, aku mencelupkan tubuh saya di bak mandi, dalam rasa panas dan santai, sesuatu yang saya butuhkan pada saat ini.

What was wrong? Apa yang salah? Good question indeed, a bitter smile appeared on my face, as I burried it in my hands, I felt trapped, or most likely on a dead end. Pertanyaan bagus memang, senyum pahit muncul di wajah saya, karena saya dibebankan secara itu di tanganku, aku merasa terjebak, atau kemungkinan besar di jalan buntu.

The conclusion ? Kesimpulannya? I just slept with a man, aka a man who has a girlfriend, aka my best friend, aka that one I am secretly in love with. Aku hanya tidur dengan seorang pria, alias orang yang punya pacar, alias sahabatku, alias yang satu saya diam-diam jatuh cinta.
And, now, I just learned that, after that I gave myself to him, after that I gave him my first time, my first experience, my body and my heart, he just threw everything back at me, saying he was decieved ? Dan, sekarang, saya baru tahu bahwa, setelah itu aku memberikan diri padanya, setelah itu aku memberinya waktu pertama saya, pengalaman pertama saya, tubuh dan hatiku, dia hanya melemparkan segalanya kembali padaku, mengatakan bahwa ia tertipu?

Just how worst can he makes me feel ? Hanya bagaimana terburuk bisa dia membuat saya merasa?
I can still feel his hands and lips on me, I can still feel the burning feeling it caused, my heart still beats hardly in my chest, my loves is still burning. Aku masih bisa merasakan tangan dan bibir saya, saya masih bisa merasakan perasaan terbakar itu disebabkan, hatiku masih berdetak tidak di dada saya, saya mencintai masih terbakar.
Why ? Mengapa? Why must I be that miserable ? Mengapa saya harus yang menyedihkan?

I am here, crying in my bathroom, feeling dirty, feeling trapped, feeling desperate. Aku di sini, menangis di kamar mandi, merasa kotor, merasa terjebak, merasa putus asa.
Feeling in love. Merasa cinta.
Oh how I wished I could hate him, I really wish I could, things would be easier. Oh bagaimana aku berharap aku bisa membencinya, aku benar-benar berharap aku bisa, segalanya akan lebih mudah.



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“Junsu ! "JunSu! Hey Junsu ! Hey JunSu! Wait up !” Changmin cried, but Junsu seemed oblivious to his voice. Tunggu sampai "Changmin seru, tapi sepertinya tidak menyadari Junsu suaranya.

He sighed in defeat, he really wasn't in the mood to run after him, but he had to tell him about the lessons...Achieve his duty or not, he should admit that the second option seemed a lot more enjoyable, knowing how Junsu's reaction will be after hearing the news. Dia menghela napas dalam kekalahan, ia benar-benar tidak mood untuk mengejarnya, tapi ia harus menceritakan tentang pelajaran ... Mencapai tugasnya atau tidak, ia harus mengakui bahwa opsi kedua tampaknya jauh lebih menyenangkan, mengetahui bagaimana reaksi Junsu akan menjadi setelah mendengar kabar itu.

And, honestly, he wasn't in the mood either, to hear his violent and loud shrieks, and far worst, he knew that he would have to stay hours with him, assuring him that it was okay and all, and convince him to go... Dan, jujur, dia tidak mood baik, untuk mendengar lengkingan nya kekerasan dan keras, dan jauh terburuk, ia tahu bahwa ia harus tinggal jam bersamanya, meyakinkan bahwa tidak apa-apa dan semua, dan meyakinkan dia pergi ...
What should he do ? Apa yang harus ia lakukan?

A mischievous smile appeared on his face, actually he knew what to do. Senyum nakal muncul di wajahnya, sebenarnya ia tahu apa yang harus dilakukan.
He took the opposite direction of where he was going to, and, after some minutes finally reached the class he was looking for. Dia mengambil arah yang berlawanan di mana dia akan, dan, setelah beberapa menit akhirnya tiba di kelas ia cari.

He opened quietly the door, and asked through the entrance “ Is Furuya Keita here ?” Dia diam-diam membuka pintu, dan bertanya melalui pintu masuk "Apakah Furuya Keita di sini?"
A frail looking boy advanced through the class under, the interogative and surprised looks of his schoolmates. Seorang anak laki-laki rapuh mencari maju melalui kelas bawah, interogative dan tampak terkejut sekolahnya nya.

“What do you want ?” He asked. "Apa yang kau inginkan?" Tanya Dia.

“We made a deal didn't we ? "Kami sepakat bukan? I need you” Aku butuh kau "

“We didn't make anything, let me alone” he answered. "Kami tidak melakukan apa-apa, biarkan aku sendiri" jawabnya.

“Is that so ?” Changmin's face cracked into a smirk, “Then I can announce it to everyone right ? "Apakah itu begitu?" Retak wajah Changmin ke dalam mencibir, "Kalau aku bisa mengumumkannya ke kanan semua orang? let's begin by your classmates shall we ?” mari kita mulai dengan teman sekelas Anda akan kami? "

Keita lowered his head, Changmin could feel the anger and frustration burning in his body, and for one moment, he thought of letting go, but, then, the thought that he will not have any reasons left to be with him or even talk to him crossed his mind. Keita menunduk, Changmin bisa merasakan kemarahan dan frustrasi pembakaran dalam tubuhnya, dan untuk sesaat, ia berpikir untuk membiarkan pergi, tapi, saat itu, berpikir bahwa ia tidak akan memiliki alasan tersisa bagi dirinya atau bahkan berbicara dengan dia terlintas dalam pikirannya.
better be despised and stay with him, than to be away right ? sebaiknya dibenci dan tinggal bersamanya, daripada harus pergi kan?

Changmin reached for Keita's hand, and smiled as the boy's body stiffened, “Come” He said. Changmin meraih tangan Keita, dan tersenyum ketika anak itu tubuh menegang, "Ayo" katanya.

As they went out of the classroom, Keita immediatly broke the contact and looked up angrily. Saat mereka keluar dari ruang kelas, Keita immediatly memutuskan kontak dan mendongak marah. “So, what do you want me to do ?” "Jadi, apa yang kau ingin aku lakukan?"

Changmin stared at him, a little too long, he hit himself mentally for having...ungood and...unneccessary thoughts about that question. Changmin menatapnya, agak terlalu lama, dia memukul dirinya sendiri secara mental untuk memiliki ... ungood dan ... tidak perlu pemikiran tentang pertanyaan itu.

“I need you to tell something for me, to Kim Junsu” "Aku ingin kau mengatakan sesuatu untukku, untuk Kim Junsu"




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“Hey ! "Hei! Hey ! Hei! please wait” Junsu turned around at the voice that was calling him, he was quite surprised to see Keita behind him, he only knew him, because he was Changmin's...obsession, so he didn't quite understand what he could have to say to him. silakan tunggu "Junsu berbalik pada suara yang memanggilnya, dia cukup kaget melihat Keita di belakangnya, ia hanya kenal dia, karena ia ... obsesi Changmin, jadi dia tidak begitu mengerti apa yang dia bisa untuk katakan kepadanya.

“I have something to tell you” He said out of breath. "Aku punya sesuatu untuk memberitahu Anda" Dia mengatakan keluar dari napas.

“What is it ?” He asked smiling. "Apa itu" Dia bertanya tersenyum?.

“Well...Changmin told me that, you will have extra class lessons, every day until your grades go up, and it's starting today” He said, hastily. "Yah ... Changmin mengatakan kepada saya bahwa, Anda akan memiliki kelas pelajaran tambahan, setiap hari sampai nilai Anda naik, dan itu mulai hari ini" Dia berkata, buru-buru.

“WHAT ? "APA? Are you kidding me ???” Junsu screamed, but, he tried to pull himself together as he forsaw the boy in front of him stepped back in fear at his sudden outburst . Apakah Anda bergurau??? "JunSu berteriak, tapi, dia mencoba menenangkan diri bersama sebagai dia forsaw anak di depannya mundur dalam ketakutan pada ledakan mendadak.

“I..I mean are you sure ?” "I.. Maksud saya apakah Anda yakin?"

“Yes” "Ya"

“Great the only thing that lacked was extra class with Changmin, like it wasn't enough to hear him, brag all day, I'll have to hear him at night too.” He sighed. "Great satu-satunya yang kurang adalah kelas ekstra dengan Changmin, seperti itu tidak cukup untuk mendengarnya, menyombongkan sepanjang hari, aku harus mendengarnya di malam hari juga." Dia menghela napas.

“Euh...Atually...it's not with him” As Junsu looked up interrogately he added “Changmin told me to warn you that Park Yoochun will be your teacher.” "Euh ... Atually ... bukan dengan dia" Sebagai Junsu mendongak interrogately ia menambahkan "Changmin mengatakan kepada saya untuk memperingatkan Anda bahwa Park YooChun akan menjadi guru Anda."

“ What the fuck ? ?” Junsu screamed. "Apa??" Teriak JunSu.

“Well... "Well ... He said that. Dia mengatakan bahwa. . . .” . "

“I heard...But, why the hell...I mean Yoochun is a senior isn't he ? "Saya mendengar ... Tapi, kenapa ... Maksudku Yoochun adalah senior bukan? why is he the one that must help me” kenapa dia yang harus membantu saya "

“Well...Changmin told me that he especially asked the teacher...to pick him to teach you.” "Yah ... Changmin mengatakan kepada saya bahwa ia terutama meminta guru ... untuk menjemputnya untuk mengajar Anda."

Keita pronouced each words cautiously. Keita pronouced setiap kata-kata hati-hati. He didn't quite understand why, but it seemed as if he was holding a bomb in his hands, by delivering that information. Dia tidak cukup mengerti mengapa, tapi sepertinya dia memegang sebuah bom di tangannya, dengan memberikan informasi tersebut.

“That...gods...that guy is going to regret it..and, by the way...” Junsu eyed Keita, "Itu ... dewa ... orang yang akan menyesal .. dan, by the way ..." Junsu Keita bermata,

“Why is it you that is coming to tell it to me ?...do you know Changmin ?” Junsu was quite surprised that Keita was the one giving him the information. "Mengapa Anda yang akan datang untuk mengatakan padaku ... kau tahu Changmin??" Junsu cukup terkejut bahwa Keita adalah salah satu memberinya informasi.

It would mean that he had actually spoken with Changmin, which would mean for him, couple and couple of dreadful hours, listening to him showing off, about how sweet was his voice and else. Ini akan berarti bahwa ia benar-benar berbicara dengan Changmin, yang berarti baginya, pasangan dan beberapa jam yang mengerikan, mendengarkannya pamer, tentang bagaimana manis suaranya dan yang lain.

“Actually...that isn't like that...I, he asked me to tell you” "Sebenarnya ... yang tidak seperti itu ... aku, dia meminta saya untuk memberitahu Anda"

“He did ? "Dia? so he didn't tell you...anything...special ?” jadi dia tidak mengatakan Anda ... apa pun ... khusus? "

“What do you mean ?” "Apa maksudmu?"

“Nothing nothing” ahah I'm going to get you Changmin . "Tidak ada apa-apa" ahah Aku akan mendapatkan Anda Changmin.



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“Good morning Jaejoong” Yunho greeted . "Selamat pagi Jaejoong" Yunho disambut.

“Good morning” "Selamat pagi"

I answered, trying to act natural, even if my eyes were glued on him. Aku menjawab, berusaha untuk bertindak alam, bahkan jika mataku terpaku padanya. I watched as he went to greet some other people with a wide smile, I watched how he laughed, how he smiled, how he went to his girlfriend's side, I watched his back, That view, despised how beautiful, was unbearable. Saya menyaksikan bagaimana ia pergi untuk menyambut beberapa orang lain dengan senyum lebar, aku menyaksikan bagaimana ia tertawa, bagaimana dia tersenyum, bagaimana ia pergi ke sisi pacarnya, aku melihat punggungnya, Pandangan itu, membenci betapa indah, tak tertahankan.

He was turning his back, yes, I know something casual, but, to me, it was more than painful, it just showed me how he was over it, it showed me that he didn't care anymore, he realised that all that he thought was only a dream, he realised that it was only imagination, and that the reality was actually...disgusting. Dia balik punggungnya, ya, aku tahu sesuatu kasual, tapi, bagi saya, itu lebih dari menyakitkan, ia hanya menunjukkan bagaimana ia di atasnya, itu menunjukkan bahwa ia tidak peduli lagi, ia menyadari bahwa semua yang dia pikir hanya mimpi, ia menyadari bahwa itu hanya imajinasi, dan bahwa realitas itu sebenarnya ... menjijikkan.
So he completly forgot about what we did. Jadi dia completly lupa tentang apa yang kita lakukan. Or at least, tried to erase it from his memory. Atau setidaknya, berusaha untuk menghapusnya dari memori.

When, I, can still recall the feeling of his breath on me, when I, don't stop to rewind those images in my head, again and again. Ketika, aku, masih bisa mengingat rasa napasnya pada saya, ketika saya, jangan berhenti untuk mundur mereka gambar di kepala saya, lagi dan lagi.
Memories of that special night, that night when I was together with him. Kenangan itu malam yang istimewa, malam itu ketika aku bersama-sama dengan dia.
He forgot, when I don't stop imagining his hands on me again, when I keep having that image of me and him on his bed, when I keep crying over it. Dia lupa, kalau aku tidak berhenti membayangkan tangan saya lagi, ketika saya tetap memiliki bayangan saya dan dirinya di tempat tidurnya, ketika aku terus menangis di atasnya.
He forgot, when I'm completly helpless, and drawn by love, he forgot, when my need for him only grew, he forgot, when I'm craving for him now. Dia lupa, kalau aku completly berdaya, dan ditarik oleh cinta, ia lupa, bila perlu saya untuknya hanya tumbuh, ia lupa, ketika aku sedang idaman untuk sekarang.

Yes, I really wished I could hate him for being an asshole, I really wished I could hate him for acting that way, I really wished I could even hate that love that I shelter for him, but, The only thing that I hate is me, me for being that weak, and that much of a coward. Ya, aku benar-benar berharap aku bisa membencinya karena bajingan, aku benar-benar berharap aku bisa benci dia untuk bertindak seperti itu, saya benar-benar berharap aku bisa benci cinta yang aku berlindung baginya, tetapi, Satu-satunya hal yang aku benci adalah aku, aku karena yang lemah, dan bahwa banyak dari pengecut.

“Shit !” I cried, as I realised that I bit my finger a little to much, and made blood appear. "Sialan" teriakku, saat aku menyadari bahwa aku sedikit jariku sedikit ke banyak, dan membuat darah muncul.

“What's wrong ? "Apa yang salah? Did you hurt yourself ?” Since when...was he there ? Apakah Anda menyakiti diri sendiri "Sejak? Saat ... dia ada di sana?

God you're bleeding ! Tuhan kau berdarah! Give me your hand !” he said, taking it before I could even agree. Berikan saya tangan Anda "katanya, mengambil sebelum aku bahkan bisa setuju!.

“Aish Jaejoong did you cut yourself ? "Aish Jaejoong kau terpotong? you should be more careful ! Anda harus lebih berhati-hati! It hurts doesn't it ?” Why...Is he acting that way for such a small wound ? Rasanya sakit bukan? "Mengapa ... Apakah dia bertindak seperti itu untuk seperti luka kecil?

“Yunho it's nothing, no need to make a fuss out of it” But he didn't listen to me, and put cautiously a bandage around my finger. "Yunho bukan apa-apa, tidak perlu meributkan dari itu" Tapi dia tidak mendengarkan aku, dan menaruh hati-hati perban di jari saya.
I could only smile at how his face looked serious and concentrated, he just looked...so cute that way, totally different from that night I thought blushing slightly. Aku hanya bisa tersenyum melihat betapa wajahnya tampak serius dan terkonsentrasi, ia hanya melihat ... jadi lucu seperti itu, sangat berbeda dari malam itu saya pikir sedikit merona.

“There, it won't hurt anymore” He said cheerfully. "Ada, tidak akan sakit lagi" Katanya riang.

“You treat me like a kid !” I whined. "Kau memperlakukan aku seperti anak kecil" aku merengek!.

But the wide, and slightly embarassed smile, was obvious on my face. Tapi senyum lebar, dan sedikit malu, jelas di wajahku. As I looked up, my blood froze for a moment, I couldn't put a name on his expression, but...if I had to choose one it would be beautiful and maybe, penetrating. Saat aku mendongak, darah saya membeku sejenak, aku tidak bisa menaruh nama ekspresi, tapi ... jika aku harus memilih salah satu itu akan menjadi indah dan mungkin, penetrasi.

It reminded me why I was in love with him, because he was simply 'him' and that was enough, it was enough to make my heart beat twice faster close to him, it was enough to make my body hotter as he touch me so casually, it was enough to make my mind be obsessed by him. Hal ini mengingatkan saya mengapa saya jatuh cinta padanya, karena ia hanya 'dia' dan itu sudah cukup, itu sudah cukup untuk membuat hati saya berdetak dua kali lebih cepat dekat dengannya, itu sudah cukup untuk membuat tubuh saya panas saat ia menyentuh saya begitu santai, itu sudah cukup untuk membuat pikiran saya akan terobsesi olehnya.
It was simply enough to love him. Itu hanya cukup untuk mencintainya.

“Of course I treat you like a kid ! "Tentu saja aku memperlakukan kamu seperti anak kecil! You are the most careless person I ever met !” Anda adalah orang yang paling ceroboh yang pernah saya temui! "

“Shut Up !” "Shut Up!"

Maybe...Maybe I should just remain as a friend, and just enjoy the moments I can spend with him, I don't want to break our friendship, at least, even more, if it's the only thing that I have left. Mungkin ... Mungkin aku harus tetap sebagai teman, dan hanya menikmati saat-saat aku bisa menghabiskan waktu dengannya, aku tidak ingin merusak persahabatan kita, setidaknya, bahkan lebih, jika itu satu-satunya yang kumiliki.
And maybe, I should let my feelings gradually change, from feelings of love to feelings of platonic friendship. Dan mungkin, aku harus membiarkan perasaan saya berangsur-angsur berubah, dari perasaan cinta untuk perasaan persahabatan platonis.
And, maybe, that day will arrive, one day, that day, when both of us will laugh about what happened as an embarrassing memory, even if it will take quite a time to happen, I will wait for it. Dan, mungkin, hari itu akan tiba, suatu hari, hari itu, ketika kami berdua akan tertawa tentang apa yang terjadi sebagai memori memalukan, bahkan jika itu akan mengambil cukup waktu untuk terjadi, aku akan menunggu untuk itu.

“Jaejoong ? "Jaejoong? Did you do your english translation for the English class?” Apakah Anda melakukan terjemahan bahasa inggris untuk kelas bahasa Inggris? "

“What ? "Apa? Shit I forgot ! Sial aku lupa! The hold hag will kill me !” I exclaimed Itu tas terus akan membunuhku "aku berseru!
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“Here copy mine we have one hour off anyway.” "Di sini saya salin kita punya satu jam off anyway."

“Ehhhh, can I copy too ? "Ehhhh, bisa saya copy juga? I completly forgot !” Changmin said . Aku completly lupa "kata Changmin!.

“You are the student council president ! "Anda adalah presiden dewan siswa! You should do your homework” Anda harus melakukan pekerjaan rumah Anda "

“What does that mean ?” "Apa artinya?"

“It means fuck off” "Artinya fuck off"

“. ". . . .I don't understand how Jaejoong can bear such a bastard like you ! . Aku tidak mengerti bagaimana Jaejoong tahan seperti bajingan seperti Anda! I'll just ask it to Junsu” Aku akan minta kepada Junsu "

“I don't think he will agree sorry” Yunho smirked. "Saya tidak berpikir ia akan setuju menyesal" Yunho menyeringai.

“What do you mean ?” "Apa maksudmu?"

“Well...he's looking for you anyway, I rather like not be part of your secret story, which seems pretty dreadful and twisty seeing how Junsu was fed up that morning. "Yah ... dia mencarimu lagi pula, saya lebih suka tidak menjadi bagian dari cerita rahasia Anda, yang tampaknya cukup mengerikan dan berkelok-kelok melihat bagaimana Junsu sudah muak pagi itu. I don't know what you did to him, but you are dead meat.” Aku tidak tahu apa yang Anda lakukan terhadap dia, tetapi Anda adalah daging mati. "

“Gods I completly forgot...okay I'm going now, better hide from his wrath, see you guys in english class”. "Tuhan Aku completly lupa ... oke aku akan pergi sekarang, baik bersembunyi dari murka-Nya, melihat kalian di kelas bahasa inggris".

“Should we tell him that Junsu is waiting for him behind the door ?” I asked. "Haruskah kita mengatakan bahwa Junsu sedang menunggu dia di balik pintu?" Saya tanya.

“No, let's just let him be, seeing how much Junsu is mad now, I bet he deserved it”Yunho smirked. "Tidak, mari kita biarkan dia akan, melihat berapa banyak Junsu gila sekarang, aku yakin dia pantas mendapatkannya" Yunho menyeringai.



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“Changminnie ! "Changminnie! I was waiting for you dear !” Junsu said, his voice, sounding way too sweet. Aku sedang menunggu untuk Anda Sayang "Junsu berkata, suaranya, terdengar terlalu manis!.

“Ju...Junsu ? "Ju ... Junsu? You're here ?! Anda ada di sini?! but I thought..” tapi saya pikir .. "

“Well, Yunho told me that you were joining them, so I waited for you at the entrance !” He said as sweetly Damn Yunho, you will see, what will happen to you "Yah, Yunho mengatakan kepada saya bahwa kau bergabung dengan mereka, jadi aku menunggu Anda di pintu masuk Anda!" Katanya sebagai manis Sialan Yunho, Anda akan melihat, apa yang akan terjadi

“So ! "Jadi! I guess we have plenty of interesting things to talk about !Right changminnie ?!” Saya kira kita punya banyak hal yang menarik untuk dibicarakan?! Hak changminnie! "

“I...Junsu it's not like that !” "I. .. Junsu bukan seperti itu!"

“Not like what ? "Tidak seperti apa? First you give me extra class lesson, and like it wasn't enough, you purposly asked teachers, to make Yoochun do it ? Pertama, Anda memberi saya pelajaran kelas ekstra, dan seperti itu tidak cukup, Anda purposly tanya guru, untuk membuat Yoochun melakukannya?
So it's not like what ? Jadi, tidak seperti apa? It's not like you're a bastard ? Ini tidak seperti kau bajingan? sorry I highly think it is” Saya sangat menyesal think it is "

“Well...No offenses but you need extra lessons” "Yah ... Tidak ada pelanggaran tetapi Anda perlu belajar ekstra"

“Ah Ah Ah ! "Ah Ah Ah! are you playing with me Changmin ? Anda bermain dengan saya Changmin? You better not if you care for your life, so...answer to my real question, why the hell did you ask for Park Yoochun ? Anda lebih baik jika Anda tidak peduli untuk hidup Anda, jadi ... jawaban pertanyaan kandung saya, kenapa kau minta Park YooChun? ! !
Beside Your fucking extra lessons will worth nothing, since I'm sure that I will not even be able to concentrate ! Selain pelajaran tambahan fucking Anda akan berarti apa-apa, karena aku yakin bahwa aku tidak akan bahkan bisa berkonsentrasi! And like that, teachers will think that I'm the dumbest guy alive in the world...Good way to help me indeed, why in the world did you have to ask for Park yoochun ?” Dan seperti itu, guru akan berpikir bahwa aku adalah orang paling bodoh hidup di dunia ... Baik cara untuk membantu saya memang, mengapa di dunia kau harus meminta Yoochun Park? "

Changmin breathed slightly, he was in dangerous situation now, if he wasn't already dead. Changmin bernapas sedikit, ia dalam situasi berbahaya sekarang, kalau dia tidak sudah mati.
For some reasons it just looked like a good idea at the moment, but he forgot one thing, that Junsu's anger was. Untuk beberapa alasan itu hanya tampak seperti ide bagus saat ini, tapi dia lupa satu hal, bahwa kemarahan adalah Junsu. . . .Really scary. Benar-benar menakutkan..

“I...I was only trying to help you I swear ! "I. .. Aku hanya mencoba untuk membantu Anda Aku bersumpah! I mean Junsu, I know that you like him, but you're so slow, at that rate he will graduate and you will still be with your feelings on the arms !”Changmin tried to explain nervously. Maksudku Junsu, aku tahu bahwa kau menyukainya, tapi kau begitu lambat, pada tingkat dia akan lulus dan Anda akan tetap dengan perasaan Anda di lengan "Changmin mencoba menjelaskan gugup!.

“How interesting ! "Menarik! Too slow ? Terlalu lambat? My feelings on the arms ? Perasaan saya di lengan? please look at youself before talking ! silahkan melihat diri sendiri sebelum bicara! Did I see you make any move on that Keita guy ? Apakah aku melihat Anda membuat bergerak pada pria Keita? Did I ? Apakah aku? I don't think so, and I didn't come to him, saying that you liked him did I ?” Saya tidak berpikir begitu, dan aku tidak datang kepadanya, mengatakan bahwa kau menyukainya kan? "

“I didn't say that ! "Aku tidak mengatakan itu! I only asked him to tutor you !” Changmin affirmed. Aku hanya memintanya untuk guru Anda "Changmin menegaskan!.

“Gods ! "Dewa! Changmin ! Changmin! he's talented in arts ! dia berbakat dalam seni! why the hell would he tutor someone on basic subjects ? kenapa dia guru seseorang di mata kuliah dasar? it is just so obvious ! itu hanya begitu jelas! ” "

“Take that as an oppurtunity ! "Ambil itu sebagai sebuah oppurtunity! you will be able to speak to him at least !” Changmin added. Anda akan dapat berbicara dengannya setidaknya! "Changmin ditambahkan.

“ Well. "Well. . . . . At least it is better than to make someone into a slave” Setidaknya lebih baik daripada membuat seseorang menjadi budak "

“What do you mean by that ?” "Apa maksudmu?"


“I spoke with Keita. "Aku berbicara dengan Keita. . . . . great move you charmer, I never knew that to reduce someone into a slave, was a way to seduce someone, for, I don't think that Keita is a masochist, sorry, and by the way, the guy he was kissing. bergerak besar Anda Charmer, aku tidak pernah tahu bahwa untuk mengurangi seseorang menjadi budak, adalah sebuah cara untuk merayu seseorang, untuk, saya tidak berpikir bahwa Keita adalah masokis, maaf, dan omong-omong, orang itu dia mencium. . . .” . "

“Wait a minute how the hell do you know all of that ? "Tunggu sebentar bagaimana sih yang kau tahu semua itu? You only spoke to him once !” Anda hanya berbicara dengannya sekali! "

“Well I'm just so loveable, that people talk to me easily !” "Yah Aku sangat loveable, bahwa orang-orang berbicara dengan saya dengan mudah!"

“Yes that's right ! "Ya itu benar! they only think that you're too dumb to comprehend what they are saying !” mereka hanya berpikir bahwa Anda terlalu bodoh untuk memahami apa yang mereka katakan! "

“What the hell ? "Apa? Do you really want to die ? Apakah Anda benar-benar ingin mati? Well I guess... Well I guess ... that now I shouldn't tell you why he kissed him” bahwa sekarang saya tidak harus memberitahu Anda mengapa dia mencium dia "

“What ? "Apa? you know ?” Anda tahu? "

“Yes i do” "Ya i do"

“Well... "Well ... !” ! "

“well... "Baik ... What ?” Apa? "

“Tell me !” "Katakan padaku!"

“Die” "Die"

“tell me !” "Katakan padaku!"

“Die !” "Die!"

“Tell me ! "Katakan! I'll buy you an ice cream !” Aku akan membelikan es krim! "

“Do you think I'ma kid ?” "Apakah menurutmu I'ma anak?"

“Three Cups !” "Tiga Piala!"

“I'm your man” Changmin smiled triumphantly, bribe him with food, he will eat in your hand. "Aku pria Anda" Changmin tersenyum penuh kemenangan, suap dia dengan makanan, ia akan makan di tangan Anda.

“Well. "Well. . . . . I only have something to do before !” Junsu declared. Saya hanya memiliki sesuatu untuk lakukan sebelum! "JunSu diumumkan.

“What is it ?” Changmin demanded impatient. "Apa itu" tanya Changmin sabar?.

“Well...you know...I think that you're just so slow with your relationship, you know with Keita ! "Yah ... kau tahu ... aku berpikir bahwa Anda begitu lambat dengan hubungan Anda, Anda tahu dengan Keita! and you know that I appreciated your help to get me and yoochun together so much ! dan kau tahu bahwa aku menghargai bantuan Anda untuk mendapatkan saya dan Yoochun bersama-sama begitu banyak! that I want to pay you back !” bahwa saya ingin membayar kembali! "

“What do you mean ?” okay that didn't sound good at all. "Apa maksudmu?" Baik-baik saja itu tidak terdengar baik sama sekali.

“Well, like you said, each of us are taking way too much time, I'll just go and. "Yah, seperti yang Anda katakan, masing-masing kita mengambil terlalu banyak waktu, saya hanya akan pergi. . . . . inform him of your feelings !” Junsu smirked. memberitahukan kepadanya tentang perasaan Anda! "JunSu menyeringai.

“What ?!! "Apa?!! you wouldn't dare !” Anda tidak akan berani! "

“You wanna bet ? "Kau mau bertaruh? see you later Changmin ah !” Junsu said running away “Don't worry ! lihat nanti ah Changmin! "kata Junsu melarikan diri" Jangan khawatir! I will tell you every words he said” He cried along the way. Aku akan memberitahu Anda setiap kata ia berkata "Dia menangis sepanjang jalan.

“JUNSU !! "JUNSU! Come back here now ! Kembali ke sini sekarang! I swear If you try anything, you will regret it !” Aku bersumpah Jika Anda mencoba sesuatu, Anda akan menyesal! "




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They say that people forget easily, it must be true. Mereka mengatakan bahwa orang mudah melupakan, itu pasti benar.
It has been three days already, and Yunho is back to normal, he is still as caring as nice, as cheerful. Sudah tiga hari sudah, dan Yunho sudah kembali normal, dia masih sebagai peduli sebagai menyenangkan, seperti gembira. And doesn't talk about it at all, like nothing happened between the two of us. Dan tidak membicarakannya sama sekali, seperti tidak ada yang terjadi antara kami berdua. And maybe nothing really happened between the two of us, I mean, it didn't mean anything, no, it didn't mean anything. Dan mungkin tidak benar-benar terjadi antara kami berdua, maksudku, itu tidak berarti apa-apa, tidak, itu tidak berarti apa-apa. . . . .

So I try to act like I don't care about what happened either, I try to act like I forgot everything, like it didn't mean anything . Jadi saya mencoba untuk bertindak seperti yang saya lakukan tidak peduli apa yang terjadi baik, saya mencoba untuk bertindak seperti aku lupa segalanya, seperti itu tidak berarti apa-apa.
Well, I do, but I can't help but feeling tense around him, I can't help but to blush when he touches my cheek, when he's worrying for me, when I heard his voice, when I see him...Practically naked at sport. Yah, aku lakukan, tapi aku tidak bisa tidak merasa tegang di sekitarnya, saya tidak bisa membantu tetapi untuk memerah ketika ia menyentuh pipiku, ketika dia mengkhawatirkan bagi saya, ketika aku mendengar suaranya, ketika aku melihatnya ... Praktis telanjang di olahraga.
In few words, there is no way I can forget about it. Dalam beberapa kata, tidak ada cara aku bisa melupakannya.

“Shit ! "Sialan! That sucks !” I said packing my things. Itu menyebalkan "kataku mengemasi barang-barang saya!.

“What's wrong ?” I startled at Yunho's voice. "Apa yang salah" Aku terkejut di suara Yunho's?.

“Nothing, just a bit exhausted” I said accelering my movements under his stare. "Tidak ada, hanya sedikit lelah" kataku accelering gerakan di bawah tatapannya.

“Do you want to stop by my place today, I forgot to bring you that Cd you know ? "Apakah Anda ingin mampir ke tempat saya hari ini, aku lupa membawa Anda bahwa Cd kau tahu? I know that you want to listen to it !” Aku tahu bahwa Anda ingin mendengarkan itu! "

Stop by his place . Mampir tempatnya. . . .Which would mean that I'll have to see that room again. Yang akan. Berarti bahwa aku harus melihat ruangan itu lagi. . .

“You know you can just give it to me tomorrow it's not a big deal !” "Kau tahu kau hanya dapat memberikannya kepada saya besok itu bukan masalah besar!"

The memory of that room is still too fresh, I don't think. Memori dari ruangan yang masih terlalu segar, saya tidak berpikir. . . .that. itu.. . . .I will be able to see it for a moment without feeling uncomfortable . Aku akan. Bisa melihat sejenak tanpa merasa tidak nyaman.

“I always forget ! "Aku selalu lupa! I can forget tomorrow too ! Aku bisa lupa besok juga! You don't want to come to my place anymore right ?” he said sadly. Anda tidak ingin datang ke tempat saya lagi kan? "Katanya sedih.
Is he concerned ? Apakah dia peduli? Does he want to stay friend with me too ? Apakah dia ingin tetap berteman dengan saya juga?

“I...” I looked at his face, he seemed so. "I. .." Aku melihat wajahnya, ia tampak begitu. . . . . Sad and worried. Sedih dan khawatir. . . . . “I'll stop by then” "Aku akan berhenti saat itu"

“Great !” he smiled. I can just get the CD at the door. "Bagus!" Ia tersenyum. Aku hanya bisa mendapatkan CD di pintu.



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As he opened the door, I couldn't help but to feel the tension rising. Saat ia membuka pintu, aku tidak bisa membantu tetapi untuk merasakan ketegangan yang meningkat.
No, it's okay Jaejoong, you will just wait at the door, you don't have to enter into his room. Tidak, itu Jaejoong apa-apa, Anda hanya akan menunggu di pintu, Anda tidak perlu masuk ke dalam kamarnya.

“What's wrong ? "Apa yang salah? Don't you want to enter ?” He asked. Jangan ingin Anda masukkan? "Tanya Dia.

“No, it's okay ! "Tidak, tidak apa-apa! Can you just bring the CD out ?” I said uneasy, my heart clenched as I saw his angry and doubtful glare, but I rather liked him being angry at me, than...to go in. Bisakah Anda hanya membawa CD keluar? "Kataku gelisah, hatiku mengepal saat aku melihat silau nya marah dan ragu, tapi aku lebih suka dia menjadi marah padaku, daripada ... untuk masuk

But before I could even understand what was happening, he took harshly hold of my arm, and drew me by force into his house Tapi sebelum aku bahkan bisa memahami apa yang sedang terjadi, ia mengambil kasar memegang lenganku, dan menarikku dengan paksa ke rumahnya

“Hey that is alright already ! "Hei yang baik-baik saja sudah! You can let my arm go ! Anda dapat membiarkan tangan saya pergi! See I'm here” I attempted to joke, but the smile on my face was fake. Lihat aku di sini "aku mencoba bercanda, tapi senyum di wajah saya palsu.

“What is it ?” I asked innocently, he didn't answer, he didn't turn around, he just kept to draw me further in the corridor that lead to his room. "Apa itu" aku bertanya polos, dia tidak menjawab?, Ia tidak berbalik, dia terus menarik saya lebih lanjut dalam koridor yang mengarah ke kamarnya.

“What do you want Yunho ?” I cried out as he pushed me on the bed, climbing on my body. "Apa yang ingin Yunho" Aku menjerit saat dia mendorong saya di tempat tidur, menaiki tubuhku?.

“Stop it ! "Hentikan! What are you doing ?!” I asked scared. Apa yang kau lakukan! "? Aku bertanya takut.

“Let's have sex Jaejoong” "Mari kita Jaejoong seks"



Oh my ! Oh my! that chapter is finally done ! bahwa bab akhirnya selesai! *sighs* I know that I took quite a time to update, but since that's the holidays I went out a lot, and was basically too exhausted to write a word. * Menghela napas * Saya tahu bahwa saya mengambil cukup waktu untuk update, tapi karena itulah aku pergi liburan banyak, dan dasarnya terlalu lelah untuk menulis sepatah kata pun.

Anyway I'm leaving soon to Egypt, so I may update really soon, or really late Lagi pula aku segera pergi ke Mesir, jadi saya dapat memperbarui benar-benar segera, atau benar-benar terlambat
I hope that You enjoyed this Chapter ! Saya berharap bahwa Anda menikmati Bab ini! even if nothing much happened ! bahkan jika tak banyak yang terjadi! Definitively more actions on the next one. Difinisi lebih tindakan pada yang berikutnya.

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